Earthflower Poetry

Rebel💚

Letting go of the rebel child.

This rebellious girl.

The one that heard a lot of no’s.

The one that did not feel understood.

The one that felt used.

The one that felt abused.

The one that felt controlled.

The one that felt rejected.

The one that felt not loved.

The one that felt not seen.

The one that was angry because it was brought up in a society that creates, authority figures, hierarchy, separation, conditions, gossip, control, rules and lies and that teaches to compare yourself with another.

The one that had to behave a certain way.

The one that had to look a certain way.

The one that was obligated to go to church.

The one that was obligated to attend school.

The one that was obligated to get good grades.

The one that was obligated to talk a certain way.

The one that was obligated to walk a certain way.

The one that felt like a victim.

The one that felt like a she did not fit in.

The one that needed to escape it all.

But to finally realize she was fighting herself.

As she was full of judgments on herself and life.

She could not run away from herself.

I get it all now.

I see the meaning behind it all now.

I have discovered life.

I am truly grateful for all.

It was for the greater of truth.

It was for the greater of love.

It was for the greater of oneness.

It was for the greater of awakening.

It was for the greater of consciousness.

It was to recognize the true self.

It was a good ride.

All can be as it is.

It is destined like the stars, written already existed.

I let life unfold as it is.

I am in peace now.

I am complete.

I am free.

I am here.

I AM.

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